February 2012
6 posts
August 2011
3 posts
July 2011
2 posts
June 2011
1 post
February 2011
1 post
August 2010
4 posts
WHY AM I SO HAPPY!!!!!
July 2010
3 posts
something i never knew how to say in person im...
well over the spand of my life people have gone in and out and some people i look around and their still there for me, but most people i see out living their life as they’re officially out of mine and there is someone currently in my life named loren seitz who has changed my life in some good ways and some bad ways umm..its really hard for me to explain the way i feel about him except that i...
June 2010
2 posts
April 2010
6 posts
The reality is im not okay...
Everyday i come to school with the idea that maybe today will be a good day and most of the time its not true and every now and then i can fake being happy enough so eventually i start believing myself,
I act happy so people dont ask me questions about my problems cause i cant talk about my problems without crying and i dont want to cry at school but it comes to a point where i cant keep...
Saturday,April 10th 2010...the best day thanks to...
before reading this play the song below…and then read it, listen and read at the same time haha…
So this whole 3 day weekend was the best and the worse weekend ever, so to make a long story short so i can get to the part about you… thursday night i got arrested for the dumbest thing in the entire world a.k.a i hate camp rock glasses now haha….. so after the crying and the...
March 2010
5 posts
David Loren Seitz...
This is to you: for these next weeks i wont be able to have any contact with you and its driving me crazy…im sitting in my room listening to music and writing this thinking what am i doing, I’ve never been so HAPPY to the point that i wanted to cry, ive only cried tears of sadness… I find myself wanting to talk about you every second and all of the things you do to make me happy....
January 2010
4 posts
Right her above the street, Feeling the city span beneath, I couldnt help but...
December 2009
8 posts
I want to feel how i use to feel, even though i dont know what that feeling was,...
i dont want to say goodbye to you :(
can you stop...
Grant high school…one of the most judgemental places well not so much the place, but the people, can people stop saying things when they dont know how i feel at this time this past year has been the hardest for me and i dont tell people why because i dont want people to think im a sad person, i act happy so people dont ask questions, thats why i act hyper and blow things off but really im...
November 2009
5 posts
my orange
Dear you: you are that one person that i go to bed thinking about and the first person i think about when i wake up you are one of the sweetest thoughtful loving smart cute guys i have ever met, i honestly didnt think we were gonna work out at first, but everything happens for a reason and i believe that everything thats going on now is real. and i love it, when i see you i cant stop smiling and...
out of it....
ive been feeling so weirdly out of it all the time and ive been daydreaming like crazy i recently ended something and im ready for something new someone new i do almost the same thing everyday and im really sick of it being at grant is one of the best things but i cant help to think theres something more…i really like someone we ill see how that goes