Grant high school…one of the most judgemental places well not so much the place, but the people, can people stop saying things when they dont know how i feel at this time this past year has been the hardest for me and i dont tell people why because i dont want people to think im a sad person, i act happy so people dont ask questions, thats why i act hyper and blow things off but really im one of the most broken people i know next to my mom, im tired of listening to my friends talk about there peoblems and there boyfriends and annoying freshman guys and random guys that i dont care about and how everyone loves matt walker I DONT GIVE A SHIT IF HE WINKED AT YOU K. and all my friends ALL they talk about is there problems and not once has someone been like so maya whats going on with you lately and how do you feel about that only one person has said that and thats laney and i never see her thankyou so much laney but everyone else that i go to school with either thinks im a bitch or a slut or thinks im hot and just wants to use me, my friends are only talking to me when there asking me “have you seen blah blah blah” NO I FUCKING HAVENT SEEN THEM and im so done with this how about someone just cares thats all im asking is it really that hard… no its not